Two days ago, the world as I know it has crumbled and there is no longer a floor for me to stand on. I am now lost and unsure what I am going to do with myself. No longer do I have something to look forward to, no longer do a feel even a shred of purpose to what I do. I have to start anew and have no idea where to begin. these last two days have been nothing but tears, and it is beginning to become far to overwhelming.
I will no longer log onto this account, I feel that it will not benifit me in the future. I have got to figure out who I am and if I am even deserving of the life I want. All I want to do now is no longer be me, even though that is old news, I just want to leave this godforsaken place I call home. It will be harder now then before, when I felt that there someone there for me. I no longer feel the need to trust anybody, knowing that all promises are lies.
Alone I am, and alone I shall forever be.